Note To Self

I hate that you don’t care.

I’m trying to protect you and you don’t care.

You laugh like this is a joke, like it’s not important.

You think everything’s fine—well it’s not.

You’re not trying.

You keep on avoiding the issue like you can just ignore this, like you can ignore me!

I’m right here, shut up and listen to me.

I’m always here for you but you never return the favor.

Look at everything I’ve done for you; and this is the thanks I get.

You’re not going to put me on the back burner this time.

You’re not going to tune me out.

You’re never going to be angry enough to forget about me, and you’re will never be able to scream loud enough to drown me out!

I’m here till the bitter end, and you’d better believe it’ll be bitter!

I’m never going to give in until both of us are dead.

You’ll have to end yourself if you can’t handle me.

I’m just as much a part of you as you are of me. And guess what honey;

You

Need

Me